[[ *Living In My Own World __

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

hmmx... well.. last few days was rather moodless.. so nv blog.. hmmx.. juz listen to windstruck OST theme song.. bu zhi bu jue i started thinking of u again.. rmb all our happy days in sec sch life.. all the quarrels and arguement we used to have.. haix... when can i really get out of ur shadow? feeling real miserable here.. angela ask mi out juz... cuz i haven got the mood cuz of this.. and i actually show her the international sign cuz she mention ur name.. wat's wrong wif mi.. haix... the kind of feeling to wait fer someone is damn depressing..controlling my tears.. even thouhg there aren't ppl in my room.. rmb u wanted to see my room very much.. i was mi who forbid u from coming.. now when i wnated the chance.. it's over.. my heart is bleeding once again.. not over the hatred... but over the painful memories...well.. perhaps i am not the right one fer yax.. who am i to like you.. i dun deserved that.. i didn't know wat u reali wanted or like.. i dun deserve to have u.. tt's perhaps wat ppl sae.. reap wat u sow.. perhaps it's time fer mi to let go and wish that u wil lfind someone better in ur life.. haix... life simply suckx to mi at this point da time.. dun noe wat i reali wanted and i am have absolutely no aim.. dun noe where am i heading.. arg..how i wish god will tell mi wat to do.. i am feeling real sad and moodless.. haixx....

Life goes on...

10:18 PM