[[ *Living In My Own World __

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Hmm.. was rather surprised when i didn't mapled ytd.. wanted to but when i got into the server.. i thought maple was boring.. dun noe why... perhaps it's juz a psychological effect bahx.. so off i went to play cm5.. didn't touched the game for a few mths le.. and i thought it was fun.. although i had critics telling mi fm is a much better version than cm.. let mi tell u.. i dun care.. lolx..

Then aft wf and zb onlined, i decided to stop gaming and started chatting.. wellx wellx.. liked chatting with them though.. cuz u noe they would not betrayed u, and u would reali talked your heart out.. absolutely not a need to think be4 u even said a word.. yeax.. then leilani onlined and chatted with mi.. didn't chat wif her for quite some time le.. and had a webcam session with her.. hmmx.. she looked much prettier in person bahx.. yeax... but she dun looked 12 yrs old to mi.. NV.. lolx..

Boring day today bahx.. did my maths and found out tt i had many wrong answers.. haish.. to think maths was actuali one of my best subject in pri and sec sch days.. so.. i gave up aft i got to the extend tt i dun even noe how to start.. hahas..

Started cm5-ing again.. and got bored very soon.. noe why? becuz i lost.. hahas.. so i went to slp.. woke up at around 5 plus.. hahas.. yeax.. i rmb something from the radio which i thought was quite ridiculous.. there's this woman in the US trying to sue the assassin she emplyed to kill her husband for not keeping his promise to end his husband life.. i was like.. omg? wth is tt manx.. lolx...

Wellx.. cny is well over for mi now though.. and next wk shall be a busy week.. two tests.. compro and eecad.. haish.. two of my lousier subjects bahx.. hope i dun flunged it can le.. -.^...

Life goes on...

9:13 PM

Monday, January 30, 2006

Hmm.. second day of cny.. mapled to around 2 plus again this morning.. yawn~~ was actuali waiting for yy to come in and pq together.. but then he onli went in by 3 plus am.. so.. yeax.. hahax.. ok.. now i know.. being a kind hearted soul isn't tt great aft all.. was doing pq wif wif 3 lvls <24 ppl.. and this warrior.. haishx.. i helped him get his coupons, helped him with the evil eyes and jr.. sponsored him potions when hitting king slime.. and he repaid mi by stealing two of my ang pows.. haishx.. his nick shld be warriorkelvin if i'm not wrong... haishx..

ok..went to my another grandma hse today.. wore my jacket along oso.. wondered why the hell i did tt.. it's so damn hot! grrxx!! ok.. then i saw this car when we are leaving to another relative hse.. so nice larx.. and i gave it a few photo shots.. hhas.. went to my relative hse by my uncle mini lorry.. wellx. kinda cool siiting at the back of the mini lorry.. the strong wind was definitely much more cooling than the aircon in car.. hahas..

Ppl might think the hair might go messy with the strong wind blowing.. lolx.. gatsby is up to the task.. lolx.. did i spelt gatsby correctly? hope i do though.. yeax.. went there and atch vcd the first thing.. -.-! hahas.. it had becum a habit though.. cuz we went there every yr to watch vcd.. lol.. watched "the maid" this time..

Kinda weird rite? watching a horror film on cny.. haishx.. nvm.. thought "the maid" was not at all scary.. wth? hahas.. but i managed to finish the whole film bahx.. hahax.. yeax.. and my second day of cny ended here.. tml's gonna be a free day bahx.. =)

Life goes on...

9:43 PM

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Mapled till around 2 plus am this morning larx.. yawn~~ was trying to lvl as much as possible from a bunch of pq-er.. lol.. their appetite for lvl uping is much bigger than mine.. hahasx..

Went to my grandpa hse early this morning.. reaching there at about 10 plus am.. yawn~~ imagine the amt of hrs i get to slp.. haishx.. yeax.. no one was there yetx.. haishx.. cuz my mum wanna go there and helped out in the cooking.. yeax.. so there i was.. slping at my grandpa hse... ZZZzzZZZ

At around 1pm, every1 came and i was awoke by the crying of my baby csn.. -.-!! hahasx.. gt quite a n.o of ang pows.. woohoo!! lolx.. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$.. lolx.. went downstairs to play bomb bags aft tt.. we threw bomb bags around.. aiming at each other.. ending up wif quite a mess to clear up.. hahasx...

Went back for dinner aft tt.. and the topic around the dining table is simply juz the same.. haishx.. although my aunts had alreadi asked tt ques during the wedding dinner few wks back.. they insisted on asking mi.. "Gt gf le ma?", "how old le".. omg.. haishx.. saw one of my csn brging her bf to my grandpa hse.. hmmx.. every1 is atached lax..

Come to think of it.. i was the ermx.. second eldest grandchild my grandparents had who had yet to brg our stead back to their hse.. lolx.. omg? when's my turn.. hahax... didn't reali ate much today though.. but i drank alot of drinks..soft drinks, frizzy drinks.. u named it... hahasx..

Played soccer wif my younger csn aft dinner at the corridor.. hahax..so long nv play soccer le.. thought i took quite some time to settle to the pace and ways to play soccer.. hahasx.. then one of my uncle told mi he's gg to watch "i not stupid 2 wif my aunt ltr"... hmmx.. so loving larx.. all of their 4 children had grown up no and they were still gg movies together.. role model for couples manx.. omg.. do wish my future life wil be juz like themx.. hahasx..

Yea.. that's my "chu yi" of the lunar new yr.. tml's the second day to more ang pows.. lalalaa~~

Life goes on...

11:10 PM

Friday, January 27, 2006

Went back to hss today.. hmx.. felt a bit weird bahx... taking 176 to sch.. the road leading to hss seem extremely familiar.. no change at all.. and i saw ah huat.. my senior when i'm working in the factory.. yeax.. met yy first at the busstop.. be4 meeting kel foong and jq.. then heng.. yeax.. and we proceeded into the sch..

Memories came back.. blk g.. the so-called homeground of our soccer gang, seem rather empty and had no longer it's lively atmosphere.. no more ppl crowding there.. no more teams queuing up to play against the winning team.. everything seem to change le.. then the parade sq.. our so-called training ground.. no change oso.. could rmb the days we had our morning assembly there.. saying our pledge and stuffs.. yeax.. it's memorable.. miss those days..

Went up to the hall aft tt.. went to the gallery and watched the concert.. hmmx.. saw cassidy, jun han or jun yuan.. i forgot.. lolx.. and some of my juniors.. yeax.. and the concert is such a success.. wat fantastic performance.. i wondered why didn't i enjoyed tt when i'm in sec sch.. -.-!!!around 1130pm.. we went out as the first section of the concert had ended..

Saw my jie "yi tian" outside the hall and had a chat wif her.. hahasx.. then we went to find my form teacher mrs tham.. woahx.. she got promoted to a counsellor.. and she got an office to herself lax.. omg.. so nice.. no more teaching.. i oso wanna be nor.. slack job.. lol.. and i saw miss wang.. one of the most hated teacher in my sec sch.. could rmb how she reprimanded mi during my sec sch days... how she tortured mi.. how she made mi stayed back aft sch to do stupid things.. but guess watx.. when i saw her today.. i actuali thought she was friendly and very sociable.. omg?! lolx..

Yea! team underdog won the race of the "battle of the reality stars".. woohoo!!! bradford is the best manx! lala~~~

Yea.. and i chiong back to np in cab cuz i thought there's a test.. onli to realise tt it wil be held at the last 20 mins.. hahas.. but nvm.. i enjoyed my trip back to hss.. yeax..

Life goes on...

10:16 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Reached sch at 930am today.. which is considered to be damn early.. yawn~~ so i had to sit at the corridor and waited... sound so lonely and pathetic ritex.. haishx..

Compro had a new topic to teach.. and tt's functions.. omg! let mi tell u something.. while i was gaming.. he was teaching.. and when i decided to listen to class, sq told mi he's finishing his teaching le.. OMG?! sianx.. so i ended up progressing into the homeworks without much teaching by the lecturer.. so i got to refer everything fomr the book and webby.. -.-!!!

Then had lunch ta c3. RELUCTANTLY.. hahax.. wanted to have lunch at c2 though.. haishx.. but ppl juz dun understand mi.. so i had to tag along wif them to c2.. ok.. the worse part came.. the food juz sux! the pig organ soup is so salty! the meat is so soggy.. meat ball is so yucks.. taste funny and smell funny.. guess the best part of the whole meal is the rice.. -.-!

The was AEL prac.. quite a short one cuz the lecturer was rushing for his project and we hadn't learnt the stuffs he's gonna teached.. so.. yeax! song bo.. we dun have to continue.. and nxt week is test.. -.-!

Went to orchard aft tt.. walked from taka to heeren.. hmmx.. saw quite a n.o of nice jeans and clothings.. should have gone shopping wif my poly friends manx.. at least they had aim what for shopping and really went wif wat they actualli wanna do.. yeax..

Then we went queensway.. and some1 ps us.. haishx.. so mkii yj and wf took bus to queensway.. chatted alot on the bus.. talking abt alot of things.. and i mean "things".. hahasx..dun think too "y".. it's not those stuffs.. ok? hahax.. reached queensway and wf got his jeans.. met yk and we went to mac for dinner.. yucks! the chicken fantastic is not my type.. not my kind of food.. mos burger is much much much better.. =)

Life goes on...

10:09 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

WOOHOO!!! WIGAN WIGAN WIGAN!! they are thru to the finals!!! yeax manx.. they won arsenal by away goals.. lala~~

EM3 had nth interesting to tok about.. just tt i kept asking questions cuz i didn't complete the assignments.. so i thought by asking questions, she might think i didn't do cuz i'm not sure of how to do the ques! -.^.. while i'm trying very hard to cheat my way thru.. i recieved a call from yiyi telling mi "so hardworking for wat".. i'm like.. DE?! hahax..

Then AEL.. boring class again.. tried to listen to the lecturer.. but aft half an hour.. i couldn't take it anymore and decided it's time to switch off.. then came the wypn.. haha.. the onli enjoyment we had in AEL.. but it was a rather short conversation.. yawn~~~ and wy started gg around and fool ppl wif the "idiot's game".. hahasx..

Then it's RECESS!!!! omg.. i missed the school bell so much!! haishx.. ok.. went to c3.. and i saw her.. omg.. ravishing beauty.. lolx.. she's so chio lax.. esp the eyes.. ok.. nvm.. i'm gg c2 tml.. LOL! hahas.

Guess wat.. it's playtime nxt! compro! hahas.. spent the first hr doing the programming and report.. and aft tt.. i was practically doing nth.. browsing thru friendster, playing stupid games and listening to songs.. boring..

Then it's bridge building time!!! lolx.. mi and wy created a stick bridge which is ermx.. so ugly..not proportional.. not good looking.. juz look like a rubbish.. but no! it can actually supported 2kg for 10 secs and 2.5kg for 5 secs.. 5 secs short to passing the whole thing.. yeax.. not a bad start for first timer.. =)..

Life goes on...

10:29 PM

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

HAISH!!! i'm dead.. juz dead.. my ecpro lecturer called mi, wy, zb and sq up today.. cuz we had the same works submitted to him.. haishx.. and he told us tt we might failed the moledule if he chose to fail us in tt exercise.. given tt the exercise is 30% of the overall.. haishx... dun wanna retake though.. i juz hoped things will turned out to be better..

Do hope he will gif us a chance to redo the project.. i sweared i will do it on my own.. haishx.. how stupid can i be? submitting something exactly the same, only wif the name changed.. haishx.. wat a stupid move.. sox.. the onli thing i can do now.. perhaps wait.. hate waiting.. the feeling juz sux while u are waiting.. haishx..

Well.. aftall.. can't changed much of the fact tt i might lose 30% of my ecpro overall marks.. haishx.. juz hope i have the luck to place the components in the right places for the coming test... can't afford to lose more marks though.. do hope god bless mi bahx..

Coming to this thinking again.. "ECE is such a bad bad choice.." haishx..how can i possibly chose a course tt i had no interest in.. haishx.. tt move marked my first step to hell manx.. ad i guessed the obstacle i met today is juz the first lvl of the 18 lvls of hell.. sianx.. life's not gg smoothly as i thought it is le.. my CATS lecturer once said.. the onli way to stop ur regrets is not to think it as a regret.. but haishx.. did too many things tt i regretted over the 17 yrs.. hope the new yr will changed for the better bahx.. arhx!!!

Life goes on...

10:07 PM

Monday, January 23, 2006

Lalalala~~~~~ Manu won liverpool 1-0!!! Tt result spared mi alot of suan-ing from my friends who are liverpool fans.. wellx.. dun blame them though.. it's alrite to be proud of a team who won the most prestigious cup in europe.. the European cup.. and to make things worse.. they won it despite being 3-0 down.. tt's something to be very proud of.. But credits to the devils who stopped the liverpool-ians unbeaten record of 14? yeax... so proud to be a devils fanx..

So.. went to sch wif a rather happy mood.. had our bball lesson.. yet another tiring morning.. this time we are splited into two grps and do some fast ball passing.. wellx.. the coach kept adding balls to our grp becuz some of our mates thought it was a "no kiks" stuffs.. hahas.. and it made the whole training so fun larx.. increasing our tempo and speed.. hahax.. could see the good teamwork around bahx.. Had a match aft the training... did nth much in the game though.. i was mostly seen running up and down the court for nth.. yawn~~~ hahas.. cuz i had 3 wonderful shooters.. lolx..

Then it was CATS.. sianx.. no products.. last min scripts.. no preparations.. no nth.. haish.. and i'm so like gulity when i see other grp came up wif their wonderful products and our grp... a trash-like plastic.. haishx.. So.. certainly, our grp messed up the whole presentation.. and i'm so damn surprised t the lecturer said.. "this grp had better time management than the previous grp.." wtf? nonsensic nonsense.. -.-!!!

So mi, dj and ashton went to btp and bought some stuffs and started working on the project.. and we finally did it wif the limited amt of resources we had.. and i got my fingers all glued up.. -.-!!! The final product was ermx.. look nice.. easy to use.. but i dun think it's practical lax.. lolx.. nvm.. so long i dun fail this moledule.. i'm satisfied.. =)

Life goes on...

10:15 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Recieved a mail from windez today... thought it was juz another fwd msg.. so didn't reali care till today.. hmmmx.. it's something interesting bahx.. from some kids what love is.. hmmx.. shall pick some and paste it here..

When someone loves you, the way they say your
name is
different. You just know that your name is safe in
their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start
with
a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you
mean it.
But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People
forget."
Jessica - age 8

Yeax.. sometimes i wondered.. why does kids could understand simple things like tt which took mi quite some time to understand.. wellx.. they reali make sense though.. dun they.. here's are some others which i thought it's rather farni but understandable..

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy
puts on
shaving cologne and they go out and smell each
other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give
somebody most of
your French fries without making them give you
any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6

"I know my older sister loves me because she
gives me all her
old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

wellx... i reali find being kids was probably the finest days of my entire life.. i wun have troubles or stress, it's play play plya everyday.. no relationship stuffs wif classmates.. juz pure friendship.. yeax.. so.. three cheers to kids!!!! ahahs..

Life goes on...

9:20 PM

yawn~~~ actuali wanna buy new yr colthes today de.. but ended up wif nth...-.-!! sianx... always like tt one.. nxt tim shall juz buy it wif parents bahx...

Went to queensway first.. looked around and found nth.. ended up looking more at shoes than clothings larx...then we proceed to the manu shop... hmmx.. had grown so much smaller and much more empty le.. -.-!!! is the takeover at manu so bad? hahas..

We practicaly had nth to do the whole day.. juz walking around like retarded assholes.. hahas.. went to marina aft tt to have 3 games of bowling.. gt 3rd thrice and won once.. then it's pool...hmm?! i onli recorded one win against my fellow classmates in d4.. but i did quite well against my sec sch friends.. hmm!!! hahas...

Watched "football holigans" aft tt... quite a nice movie bahx..it showcased the how united gangs stood for each other.. and thru out the whole show.. i could heard many "fucking, fuck..." omg... "holigan" show tt was.. hahas..went to raffles city mall to have inner aft tt.. yawn~~ there's nth to eat though... so we had mos burger..

Then it's the stupid part.. not a single taxi for us to hail.. all "busy" or "on call".. wth? hahas.. and we finally got one at somewhere near SMU.. omg.. we snatched a lady's cab lar... so bad norx.. wat guys are we manx... haishx...

Life goes on...

12:01 AM

Friday, January 20, 2006

i'm slpy.. tt's it.. =)

Life goes on...

10:12 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Sian... didn't set my alarm again! great!... and i woke up at 8.45am.. 15 mins short to meeting my friends at KAP.. hahax.. then i rushed everything.. didn't even take time to match my clothings and juz rushed out.. -.-! and i reached there at 9.30am..
thanksfully they had not started eating lax.. hahax... and my bad day continues..

I went on to buy my breakfast... yeax.. and guess wat.. i spilled the milo!!! great! wtf? sianx diao lax.. and mac gave mi a new one.. hahas... so we sat down there and crapped whle we ate.. hmmx.. and think we are late for class? but we seem to be one of the few earliest norx.. hahax..

Onli one lesson today.. so mi, sq, wf and yj went for a haircut at bangkit.. or is it spelt another way.. dun care.. it's not the main pt though.. haha.. hmmx.. nice hair cutting skills.. though i had to lie to yj tt bp ppl have good styling skills but not good cutting skills.. hahax.. but yeax.. the saloon is good bahx.. and they even gave out free ang pows!!! ang pows packets i mean.. lol.. hahas..

Then we went back to bpp and had lunch.. saw some puma watches which are quite cool.. but dun think i could afford tt though.. 'm saving up for n90 bahx.. unless someone rich out there had nowhere to spend his/her money... hahas.. ok.. had mos burger.. tried out the seafood one.. yum! it's damn nice la.. and mos burger seem so empty.. so we decided to do a good deed by staying there for hours to help them lure in customers.. craps i know..

Chat abt alot of stuffs.. mostly stuffs in secondary sch life.. kind of brg back all my memories.. all the fun i had in secondary sch days.. playing soccer everyday aft sch.. trying to play hide and seek wif mrs loo.. disturbing others... functioning as a photocopying machine every morning.. yeax.. missed those days.. the days where every wore the same uni.. same aim.. how i wish i can turn the clock back.. i will definitely not sae hillgrove sux anymore.. hillgrove rulez! hillgrove is the best secondary sch in the world manx.. yea!!!!!!

Life goes on...

10:16 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Wat a day... First... i was marked late for em3.. by a mere 2 mins.. -.-!!! then.. i was marked nt completed for my assignments... sian norx... not i want one... is yeax.. 5 hrs of slp lax.. blame maple pls.. for creating a game so tempting.. hahas..

Was spending most of my time crapping and trying to get some rest.. yawn~~~ didn't reali listened to anything norx... had lunch at c3.. wf and yj were like toking abt exotic and weird mixture of food norx... hahas.. trying to create a new taste in the food industry bahx... lolx..

As usual... i gamed thru compro lesson... but i did some final touch-ups for my ecpro porject norx.. hahas.. and i won daidee using a female character.. hahax.. even com is so biased lax.. was losing all the way the other time when i used a mae character.. hahas..

Then it's ecpro.. ok.. first.. allow mi to... "**@&#*YHU#B@*!!(**Y)(#H@_!J_(J@(@!!!" ok.. shall continue now.. first up was dj's grp.. wonderful job.. then it's our turn.. omfg! we misread the question.. ending up wif alot of mistakes in our presentation!! ok.. nvm.. the questions from the floor were too... omg.. rapid fire.. and we managed to shoot them off with our own reasoning though..

Dun reali mind the questions from the floor though.. cuz it's the fact tt our proj had alot of loopholes.. but ques from tt particular someone was simply too off! it certainly dun sound like questioning.. it sounds more like challenging us, trying to shoot us down.. and of cuz.. u can get wat i mean from wat wy said.. "SHUT THE FUCK UP!" in a quite "zi yan zi yu" tone... hahas..

Ok.. gonna meet the guys at KAP tml... yeax.. so i shall slp now? maple? chat? i dun noe.. lolx.. see yeax...

Life goes on...

10:08 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Went to one of my uncle's wedding dinner juz now at a restaurant near s'pore sci centre.. yawn~~~ was actuali slping in the car while travelling there.. juz too tired le bahx.. yawn!!!

And we are the first few familes to arrive there! -.-!!! ate their salted vege there.. hmmx.. it's sweet!!! so special larx... hahax.. and soon.. every1 came le.. so long didn't see some of my elder cousins le.. one is actuali a jean yip's hair stylist lax.. omg!!!!

Then my dad found out something.. why is it tt in the past, we were always welcomed by the bride and bridegroom be4 we entered the hall.. but now.. it's we ppl gg around finding the bride and bridegroom to congratulate them? hahahax... weird? nvm.. the dinner started..

First up was soft shell crab.. perhpas tt's the best dish of the nite.. yum!!!! maybe it's becuz tt's the first dish up bahx.. hahax.. then we had many seafood dishes.. and my cousins decided to name it the seafood combo wedding dinner.. and everytime a seafood dish was served.. we will go "COMBO 1!! COMBO 2!!! COMBO...." hahas.. so farni larx...

Then come the "buddha jump over the wall"... thinking th dish had such long name.. causing my little csn to repeating "huh"? we decided to shorten it.. and someone came up wif "buddha over the wall".. -.-! still.. they are not satisfied.. they wanna make it sound more interesting.. and we ended up wif "buddha and the wall"!!! -.-!!!!!! omg lar!!! hahax.. and when my csn's husband asked why is it called the "buddha jump over the wall".. some1 said.."obviously it makes the buddha jump?".. i was like.. de?! -.-..

Hahas.. it's so nice to have a gathering larx.. chatting and joking together.. ad the bridegroom is so suave.. bride is so gorgeous.. mi is so lethargic.. lolx.. juz find a wedding dinner is such a jovious occassion.. and the song is so damn nice.. how i wish.... yeax.. i reali wish... =)

Life goes on...

10:27 PM

Went to one of my uncle's wedding dinner juz now at a restaurant near s'pore sci centre.. yawn~~~ was actuali slping in the car while travelling there.. juz too tired le bahx.. yawn!!!

And we are the first few familes to arrive there! -.-!!! ate their salted vege there.. hmmx.. it's sweet!!! so special larx... hahax.. and soon.. every1 came le.. so long didn't see some of my elder cousins le.. one is actuali a jean yip's hair stylist lax.. omg!!!!

Then my dad found out something.. why is it tt in the past, we were always welcomed by the bride and bridegroom be4 we entered the hall.. but now.. it's we ppl gg around finding the bride and bridegroom to congratulate them? hahahax... weird? nvm.. the dinner started..

First up was soft shell crab.. perhpas tt's the best dish of the nite.. yum!!!! maybe it's becuz tt's the first dish up bahx.. hahax.. then we had many seafood dishes.. and my cousins decided to name it the seafood combo wedding dinner.. and everytime a seafood dish was served.. we will go "COMBO 1!! COMBO 2!!! COMBO...." hahas.. so farni larx...

Then come the "buddha jump over the wall"... thinking th dish had such long name.. causing my little csn to repeating "huh"? we decided to shorten it.. and someone came up wif "buddha over the wall".. -.-! still.. they are not satisfied.. they wanna make it sound more interesting.. and we ended up wif "buddha and the wall"!!! -.-!!!!!! omg lar!!! hahax.. and when my csn's husband asked why is it called the "buddha jump over the wall".. some1 said.."obviously it makes the buddha jump?".. i was like.. de?! -.-..

Hahas.. it's so nice to have a gathering larx.. chatting and joking together.. ad the bridegroom is so suave.. bride is so gorgeous.. mi is so letargic.. lolx.. juz find a wedding dinner is such a jovious occassion.. and the song is so damn nice.. how i wish.... yeax.. i reali wish... =)

Life goes on...

10:27 PM

Monday, January 16, 2006

Woohoo!!! had bball s&w lesson today.. and it's so fun!!! did some kind of interesting practises.. which requires shooting, passing and laying up.. so fun! aft tt we had 2 mini 5v5 bball match.. won the first rd.. thanks to wy.. doing most of the shooting.. i was at the back defending.. -.-!!!! wondered why am i playing defences in all sports siax.. lost the second match.. =(.. but it's fun.. but damn tiring...

Cats was erm.. rather slack.. did't do anything.. think i will fail this moledule bahx.. cuz i seem to be doing nth in cats lesson.. -.-! nxt week gonna produce the final product le.. how?! we dun even have the basic materials nor the actual visuals.. hais.. nvm..

Pontiac Solstice is such a nice car man! wat a beauty... omg.. i'm so in lurve wif tt car... how i wish i'm rich enuff to buy... argx.!!! hahax.. yeax.. omg.. i'm so stressed wif project!!! tml i have a wedding dinner to attend and i die die muz complete the porject by tml afternoon.. shit lax!

Life goes on...

9:49 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Yawn! Manu is getting from bad to worse.. from a team of legend to a team of crappiness.. 2-0 down and a red... wat the hell was tt.. tt's it man.. the title chase is gone now.. and manu can really forget their invinciblity.. no longer the powerful red devils le..

Yeax.. if u guys noticed.. i changed my msn nick to "If only.." ytd.. guess wat i saw in the "Life! horoscope" section today? it reads "Stop imagining how things could be "if only".Pay more attention to the here and now.That's where the real rewards are.Train your awareness to focus on the prsent, and you'll see just how good your life is." hmmx?! isn't it too much of a concidence? omg... it's time to change nick le... argx...lolx..

So.. focuing on the present it is... had an agrument ytd wif one of my friend though.. Ok... it's was juz a normal conversation though at first.. and i nv knew the topic i started would ended up turning the whole conversation so sour.. Yea.. perhaps i have different understanding abt love compared to him.. tt's y i dun kinda agree to his opinion..

Didn't reali expected mi to go all the way in the argument though.. perhaps it's becuzof the lack of slp tt made mi so agigtated in the con.. or perhaps it's becuz i'm mapling while chatting.. and ppl are ks-ing mi... -.-! ok.. nvm.. it's not the main pt though... The main pt is.. we had different views.. he thinks love is something real nice.. but i thought love wasn't as easy as he thought.. perhaps ppl who sees things are clearer than those who experienced it? i dun noe..

i had my english at a C5 grade in o levels..and prhaps it's my choice of words tt made him misunderstood my meaning.. if tt's the case.. i sincerely apologised.. yeax..

Life goes on...

10:08 PM

Friday, January 13, 2006

damn slpy today.. i slpt for a mere 5 hrs onli manx... wtf larx... cannot stand it anymore.. it's a good thing tml is not a sch day.. so i can slpt longer.. yawn~~~

Ael was first lesson.. We got our papers back for checking.. and i managed to "kope" one mark... wahhahax~~~ and there're many mistakes tt could be considered as nonsense.. if onli i paid more attention in class... if only i checked more thoroughly aft i finished the paper... if only, if only.. time to change my nick to "if only.."

Had quite a boring time at em3 aft tt.. perhpas i'm too slpy.. or maybe some other reasons bahx.. juz thought of slping norx.. yawn~~~ slping is the best thing to do in life.. dun u all agree.. hahas.. have lunch in c3 then.. omg.. the chilli at the noodles stall.. it's damn... SPICY! omg.. but the soup tt comes wif the prawn mee is nice.. =)

The new eeps lesson was ok? we had a lecturer from china, a supervisor who is damn fit.. and he quickly earned himself a nickname.. "THE BOXER".. lolx.. courtesy from ren shuang.. hahax.. did nth for the first 2 hrs bahx, but read read read... boring rite! following aft tt, we did stuffs we did be4.. yawn~~~~ reali wanna slp larx.. and the supposingly 5 hrs lesson had been shorten to 3hrs.. thanks to our good persuasive languages.. hahas...

Went mambo and played pool aft.. hmmx... wanna noe my result? i onli recorded a win out of.. let mi see... lost twice to wy, once to wf and twice to sq.. OMG! TT MAKES 1 WIN IN 6 GAMES?! lolx.. tt's poor results larx... hahahx.. but nvm bahx.. pool is not my type of game though... one win is good enuff for mi.. =).. i wanna play soccer!!! sianx..

Life goes on...

10:16 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Shld i blog? or shld i not blog.. hmmx.. guess i dun have the mood to blog bahx.. =)

Life goes on...

10:23 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Got all my papers back today.. Hmmx.. could say it's good results.. but i wasn't really satisfied with it norx... thought i could have done better.. if only i still had the motivation tt pushes mi to get good grades in semester one.. ok.. nvm...

First was em3.. haish.. disappointing one.. Of cuz.. i knew from the start tt i'm gonna lose some marks thanks to the "hence".. de??? be4 i continue.. here's the meaning of "hence" --- 1)for this reason 2)from this time... yeax.. and it's this word tt cuz mi 1 mark.. haish.. why muz it be one mark and not 2 or 3.. no one will understand the kind of feeling when u are juz one.. one tiny bitty step to perfection.. so near and yet so far... omfg...

Ael was abit better.. i had always thought i would get less than 80 cuz i had many unsure questions in the paper.. but i ended up wif a better mark.. hmmx.. still..i'm not tt pleased bahx.. high expectations perhaps? but i reali think i could do much much better...scold mi someone.. motivate mi!!! lolx..

Then was having lunch at c3.. i missed the western food in school so much aft a long break.. but the long anticipating wait was ruined when they served mi some lousy food.. the cutlet was.. freaking hard.. but the quantity is huge.. i rmb someone once told mi.. "It's the quality tt counts, not the quantity".. i believe this phrase suits the cutlet.. hahax.. but the bad tasting food didn't stay in my mind for long though.. saw tt girl soon aft.. hmmx.. perhaps wat wf always had said.. i was "happy like spider".. -.-! lolx.. ok... and cln 170 finally said some "ren hua".. "she looks better today" tt's the best-est phrase i heard from clan 170 abt her.. hahax...

Compro was next.. got our results back too.. hmmx.. same old story bahx.. good results but could be better... noticed i didn't blogged down my results? tt's becuz i dun wanna let u all have the chance to suan mi.. =) hahax... yeax.. and halfway thru compro.. the attention was diverted to some guys stuffs... some guy's dirty secrets in our laptop... hahax... and this process continued to the next class...

YeA... Waited for a near 2 hrs... my msn decided it's time to give mi attitude problem.. he tried to log off without my permission.. causing my file to be rejected.. grx!!!! ok.. nvm... perhaps my msn messenger is juz too clean.. he just wanted to live a healthy life though.. yeax.. LOL!

My tiring day dun end at 5 today though.. it stretches all the way to 7.. thanks to the make-up lesson from lcb.. omg.. we had been calling lcb so much tt i had forgotton what's her surname le.. -.-! nvm... so boring lar tt class... i doubt any1 is fully attentive though... i'm so damn freaking slpy then.. anyway.. now got to go to the maple world and meet yj le.. ciaox..

Life goes on...

10:20 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

ZzzZzzZzZzZzzzz! moodless~~

Life goes on...

10:31 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

Was trying sq's way to slp ytd nite.. wanna noe what's the way? it's by spelling S-L-E-E-P to urself continuously.. hahax... felt my eyes got heavier everytime i spelt out the word.. but juz wouldn't get to slp.. guess it dun work for mi yeax? hahax.. and i slpt at a miserable 1 plus am.. 5 pathetic hours be4 gg to sch and sweat like mad...

S&w was QUITE tiring though.. aftall, it's 3 weeks break.. and the on the first day of sch, at as early as 8am, i'm supposed to be running and doing all sorts of offensive footworks.. of cuz i'm feeling very exhausted.. Cats was rather interesting.. perhaps it's becuz it is ending bahx... thought today the team were doing quite well together.. bonding together and joining in discussion.. can't wait to start doing the project yeax..

If u were to look into the CATS textbk.. or rather.. the pile of notes.. u will probably notice this phrase "Creavivity is looking at what everyone else is looking, but thinking of what no one else had thought." hmmx.. so perhaps if i assume the ans for 1+1=2.. and if i was to gif any other except for 2, i'm not wrong... i'm trying to be creative.. =) hahasx... pretty lame i guess..

Then was mapling all the time till 5 plus when i reached home.. hmmx.. got my cousin in to play maple as well.. hahasx.. tell u guys something.. I HIT OVER 50 PIGS AND I ONLY GET 8 HEADS OUT OF THEM! i was like.. wth? and ppl in there are like loan sharks.. selling pigs heads at 5-6k.. omg! daylight robbery! this is freaking lame.. i'm gonna kill all the pigs tml faster than they "reborn" man i tell u.. lolx..

Life goes on...

10:32 PM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Slpt at 3plus am this morning.. tt's so damn late? omg.. and yeax.. be4 i went to slp.. i was so delighted tt liverpool was 3-1 down at second half... but what i saw 8 hrs later was a complete different story.. LIVERPOOL WON 5-3?! i was like.. wth? tt's too much of a classic bahx.. and the last goal was... thumbs up.. hahas

Was chatting with clan 170, chengwei and some other ppl online ytd.. and we had some interesting topics gg on though.. I was chatting with chengwei abt the animal world though.. Ever wondered how animals have sex? yeax.. perhaps animals like dogs, cats have sex the same way as we humans.. but how do bigger animals do it? like giraffe? hippo? or tortoise? and i got some damn weird answers though.. hahas...

I also tried asking cw if there's law and order in the animal world.. -.-! ok.. pretty lame i guess.. but i'm juz reali curious.. is animal's life so relax? they were borned to be pampered? or rather.. i should used the word pets.. dun they have like occupation? or do they celebrate festivals? hmmx... it's reali interesting to be thinking in the animals' shoes though..

On the other hand, i was talking to clan 170 about their thoughts of a perfect romantic date, where money is not a concern.. Was thinking simplity was best though.. hence i came up wif the idea of gg to kelong, had a nice dinner there.. and we can enjoyed the quiet nite view there.. and my idea was completely shutted down.. hahas.. wf idea was a rather interesting one.. i shall not blogged it down though.. juz in case he had a copyright to it.. hahas..

Yea.. we also chatted about how much will THEY tresured their gf.. hmmx.. perhaps bahx.. having a gf and treasuring her is something nice.. but thru my years of unfruitful relationships and seeing friends breaking ups, i had ppl telling mi tt maintaiging was hard, so no one will want to be giving in all the time.. saying "i promise" will just be anther empty promise if u are nt even sure if u can do it.. therefore the saying "saying is easier than done"..

Then i was reading abt cw's blog.. he showed ways of giving up.. hmmx.. or rather.. true happiness.. something which is quite true? i wasn't qite sure if i was understanding his blog though.. cuz i was half asleep last nite bahx.. yeax.. should read his entries one day if any1 is free though.. i will.. and i definitely will.. =)..

Life goes on...

11:07 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

Been a long time since i last blogged le bahx.. hmmx.. it's becuz i did something stupid on the day AEL was tested.. haish.. should actuali be spendin the mere 6 hrs or so studying and understanding the main pts, instead, i tried to edit my blog.. wif the urge to play maple, i hastily edited my blog and click save without noticing i deleted some of my templates.. -.-!!!!

Yeax.. and wat i got next is a blank page with song.. -.-!!!! Okx.. but i could be considered lucky to have saved the very first template i got from "qq" (the owner of this templates).. So i started editing it.. trying my very best to get it back to it's originally looks.. but it dun seem as easy as it is norx.. haishx...

Unabling to do so, i seeked the help of a plastic surgeon.. she's wanyi.. and as u can see from my tagboard.. she do till she wanna puke.. hahax.. so.. thinking i had no choice but to chnage the "face" of my blog or faced the horrible fate of changing the whole skin, i found this quite nice pic in my folder and decided to use it.. hmmx.. so now.. i'm seeking ppl out there.. pls send mi nice pics!!!!

Ok.. next problem.. notice the "iwebtunes" sign there? anyone know how to push it behind the skin? making it un-seenable? pls msg mi.. i'll be more than delighted to gif u the access key to start operating my blog.. hahax.. and yeax.. how do i get my navigation bar back? it looks weird without it.. imagine one day without ur hair.. weird huh?! guys.. pls dun tell mi it's "botak" life 2 yrs later.. we will still have some tiny bits of hair on our head..

As for those tt i have nt link.. pls gif mi ur add or u can go into my acc and link urself.. IF u have my password.. hahax.. yeax.. as for now.. i'm hoping miss chua can add some finishing touches to my new blog be4 it's 100% recovered.. yeax.. =)

Life goes on...

9:53 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Sian... AEL is hard.. just too hard.. it's only 3 chapters.. and it's making mi scared of it le... think i shall die a borrible death tml... haish..

Was studying the whole day today.. trying out exmaples found in the textbooks, doing sums from previous exam papers.. and attempting all mcqs tt comes wif the smaple ques.. but i'm still nt confident.. think i might fail tml..

Although i have been slogging like mad for AEL.. i dun think anything goes into my read norx.. it's just pure reading.. reading aft reading.. browsing aft browsing.. pointless yeax? hahax.. so i got sian of it and started playing maple.. -.-!!! lvl 18 le.. yea! hahax.. sianx.. gonna go read le.. -.-!

Life goes on...

10:17 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

HAISH!!! my day is ruined by an english word.. and it's "hence"!!!! ar!!!!! noe wat? went to sch for EM3 test today.. was EXTREMELY confident of getting good results for that paper until i came out of the exam hall... wat the hell... i misread one ques! arr!!! i checked twice and i didn't notice!!! sian lar!!!!!!!! haishx..

Went to bpp to study AEL aft the test.. hmmx.. didn't realli study i guess.. was playing more there.. hahasx.. did tried to conc.. but it's aft lunch.. and worse.. it's aft an exam... why the hell will any1 have the mood to study? yeax? hahax..

Then was mapling aft i reached home.. yeax.. lvl 17 le!! woohoo!! hahax.. and yiyi came in and told mi my english is better? hmmx... i dun see any diff? it's still the "c" graded stuffs.. hahax..

Met a girl recently.. her name as leilani.. hmmx.. quite a nice girl though.. outgg.. friendly.. sociable.. hahax.. had been chatting wif her for the past few days.. yeax.. quite a nice girl bahx.. she has got character... tt's it.. hahax.. yeax..

AEL is next.. and i guess i will die terribly.. haishx.. can any1 gif mi his/her luck? lolx...

Life goes on...

10:24 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006

SHIT! tml maths test le.. haish... feeling very anxious siax.. think it's becuz i didn't reali study till today... haish!!! so nervous.. adrenaline rush man! arg!!!!!

Was toning over at jit hse the day be4 ytd.. tt's why didn't blog anything.. hmmx.. get to know a quite accurate way to calculate love life.. hoped it's true for my case though... hmmx.. can't wait to try the test on others.. hahax...

I'm just too... exam stress... tok next time.. =)

Life goes on...

10:24 PM