Monday, April 18, 2005
went to sim lim today to examine my laptop.. well.. ok larx.. the slesman.. edison.. a nice guy man.. a manu fan oso.. lol.. older than us by 11 yrs.. but like same age siax.. haha.. then we went suntec to have a few game of pool.. haix... nt in good form manx.. saw ppl pairing by pair at the pool table make mi think of u.. haix.. i wanted to let go so much.. but somehow.. i can't.. argx... feel like having a brainwash.. i dun noe wat to do.. chat wif shu ting just now.. well.. heard tt she took some time to get over hers.. can i? i hope i can.. and we can remain as friends.. but... haix... i juz dun noe wat the heck am i thinking and wat i want.. now we are in diff sch.. perhaps time will just rip us apart.. further and further.. will memories be ripped off too? i dun noe.. and i am starting to fear.. how i wish time would stop at sec 1.. juz one wrong move.. wat's the pt of regretting.. hate myself.. i just hate myself.. =,( arrrgg!!!!!!!
Life goes on...
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