[[ *Living In My Own World __

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

felt like a living corpse todayx.. i was like awaken wif my eyes open... but walking around wif my brain sleeping.. felt tried and slpy thru-out the day... can't seem to get any info into my head or activate it to start thinking... juz feel like slping.. hmmx... then i forgot to mail the letter back back to the syfc for confirmation of the interview date... oh man! wat the heck am i doing?! slpy slpy slpy! when i reached home from school... did nth but switched on my laptop... have some music files opened from the media player and i kay my head down on the table... slp? no... and was like.. for about 2-3 hrs.. oh my god.. i am wasting precious time... tests are coming and i am there doing nth.. haix.. wonder whyx... juz dun have the urge to study or something... not sae slack.. but it's juz kinda tired... tired of studying.. i miss pri sch... miss sec sch... though it's slacker in poly... things aren't the same.. something seem to be missing norx... though it's more stress in sec sch.. i nv felt so tired of studying at all be4.. think adaptation to poly life isn't a simple task to mi bahx... why must we grow? why can't we juz stay at like age 12 forever? grr!!!

Life goes on...

10:30 PM