[[ *Living In My Own World __

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Wat a starry nite it is tonite.. aft much studying, i decided to take a breather by looking out of the window.. a dark sky with twinkling stars..

Sometimes i thought.. why is the simple nite sky, filled wif stars, could be much more beautiful than the decorations used in towns for festive purposes which requires millions of dollars.. isn't simplity best? or is the beautiful memory in our minds tt helped made it the best picture one could ever paint?

Yes, i had both happy and sad memories back in my secondary school life.. but why is it tt i always tend to think of the sad ones.. not the happy ones? why is forgetting someone so hard to me, while others could juz forget something in a few days.. Didn't ppl sae tt the best way to forget someone is to have feeling for someone else? i tried.. many times.. but i still failed..

Was chatting wif jit the other day.. tt life without "someone" do seem weird.. yesh.. ppl might sae tt we are despo or watx.. but wun it be nice if there's someone else out there u noe who cares for u, who u could shower ur love for? hmmx.. but i can't blame anyone though.. i was the one who didn't treasure wat i had.. haishx..

Had a dream last nite.. a bad dream rather.. something tt has no link to wat i blogged above.. hmmx.. do tell mi wat it symbolised if there's any dream master out there yeax? the dream goes this way...

I happened to be somewhere around this world with a bunch of ppl i dun even know(but i seem to know them in the dream).. We are supposed to be eating in this chinese restaurant when this girl.. this little girl by the name "xiao wei" came up to us.. and i dun noe why.. we seem to noe this girl in the dream.. -.-! ok.. so.. xiao wei became one of our friends and we ate together.. Then she went to toilet, for a long long time.. and didn't returned.. So we thought it would be better if we went to look for her.. guess wat we saw when we reach the toilet? we saw the girl hung herself.. but she didn't die.. she was smiling to us wif her eyes opened widely looking at us..

And i woke up.. seem funny huhx? but it's a scary dream.. so.. any experts to solve my dream? is my dream trying to tell mi something? hmmx... -.^?

Life goes on...

10:17 PM