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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

HAISH!!! HAISH!! HAISH! wat a haish day! felt as if the whole world had turned it darkness on mi.. haishx... was told tt i might failed the module "eecad".. haish.. thought it was reali unfair nor.. first.. exercise c onli weights 30%.. cheating thru it.. yesh.. it's my fault.. and i admitted it.. but nt to the extend tt i will have to fail my module?

Haish.. which kid dun cheat in their assignment.. ok.. ppl might sae i'm not a kid anymore.. a grown up should know what to do and what not to do.. but dun growns-up made mistakes? dun grown-ups cheat? if there're chances given to ex-offenders, i dun see why i should nt be given a chance.. i'm in the wrong for cheating thru the exercise.. but tt's becuz i could not get the vias to 4.. without tt.. it's hard to continue.. i had no choice..

Ok.. ppl might sae.. u can ask ur lecturer for help.. omg? did i not ask? yesh i did.. not once.. but many times.. but what do i got in reply? "i dun noe.. u'll have to check urself", "refer to the video on mel".. yesh.. we students in polytechnic should relied on ourselves more often.. but isn't this abit too self-reliance? i can't even clear my doubts.. and i'm trying to progress thru the exercise wif all my doubts uncleared.. great!

Haish.. all i could do now is wait.. wait.. wait.. wait for my lecturer to speak to the module leader and hopefully, he gif us a chance.. wellx.. had a smooth test today for eecad.. god do bless mi aftall.. shall returned a thank-you prayer back ltr.. in the meanwhile, do hope god will continue blessing mi.. perhaps it's something too much to be asked for.. but praying and wishing is all i can do now..

Dj had said the test today depends mostly on luck.. if it is.. hope my luck continues.. pls dun let mi fail this module.. i wun want to repeat any module.. pls.. was brooding over this the whole day.. can't even study well for my two tests tml.. haishx..hoping he will emailed us the results of the discussion wif the module leader soon.. perhaps this is when the chinese proverb come in.. "mei xiao xi jiu shi hao xiao xi.." haishx........=(

Life goes on...

9:18 PM