[[ *Living In My Own World __

Monday, January 15, 2007

I guess i lost a friend today? Perhaps it's wat i had said.. Or it's becuz of my actions or stuffs tt angered her.. i dun noe.. How i wish she would tell mi.. But she didn't even wanted to talk to mi.. So i thought it would be better nt talking to her.. Bah.. Call it cold war.. Call it attitude problem... i juz dun noe wat i shld do..I may be mean to nt talk to her for the whole journey home.. i juz dun like awkward silent..

Okx.. perhaps wat's cw told mi is true.. Thr are no friendship tt would last foreva.. I chose to nt agree on his belief then.. But facts remained.. i lost friends thru-out this 18 yrs of life.. But.. at least for a reason.. an acceptable reason.. I didn't wanna lose a friend to some reason which i dun even noe.. Kind of hurt mi though.. Yeax.. Perhaps someone is rite.. i'm.. irritating..

How i wish i'm thinking too much into it.. And i realli hope i am.. cuz i treasure this friendship.. Someone who meant alot to mi once told mi.. "One shouldn't be too close to another so that when one day the other party decide to abandon u, u wun feel it's the end of world.." Yeax.. Perhaps she's so rite abt this sentence.. Haish.. Thr's nth i can do though..

Wateva it is.. Juz hope i will get to noe the reason behind the "coldness" she gave mi today.. Tt's all i'm gonna sae..

Life goes on...

10:44 PM