[[ *Living In My Own World __

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Friday.. 2 freaking more days...

Well~~ Didn't wanna blog de actuali.. But since i have nth to do.. Might as well..

Let's see.. Was chatting wif zhi wei now and we are talking abt relationship.. Naturally, it came down to mi.. Hmmx.. she asked mi "Is she the only girl who wil make ur heart beats faster?".. Guess watx.. my ans is no.. But i noe i like her.. Seriously speaking.. Thr's no girls now who could make my heart beats faster.. wondered y lorhx.. It's seem so easy during sec sch times.. I stead easily.. i like someone easily.. and i forget abt one relationship easily.. Guess my heart is dead now..

Perhaps it's becuz i've seen many ppl.. or rather... many friends during my 2 yrs in poly stead and broke bahx..Ppl quarrel over minor things and yeax.. tt's the end.. Yesh.. they sae thr wun be sparks without fire.. The problem lies in that the sparks came be4 fire.. Perhaps tt made mi think tt twice be4 gg into a relationship.. Cuz i'm damn sick of short term relationship or puppy love..

Wellx.. we are all humans.. One fact remains true.. We dun treasure wat we have.. We will onli do tt when we lost it.. And for those lucky ones who gt a second chance.. some wun learn the lesson still.. Hmmx.. Those ppl who thinks they will... dun tell mi u will.. cuz i wun believe.. actions show more than words.. It takes more than love to maintain a relationship.. It's tough.. It's tiring.. It's even ridiculous at times..

Bahx.. In short.. relationship at this pt of time sux.. It's a game.. a game which i'm still nt confident in winning yet.. =)

Life goes on...

10:19 PM