[[ *Living In My Own World __

Thursday, April 05, 2007

Had my haircut today.. Something which i'm supposed to do it afew weeks back.. Doesn't matter anyway.. the results would be the same.. I'm juz nt used to short hair.. Nvm.. I finished "destiny cries" today.. Wellx.. the ending is quite sad.. Didn't expect tt to end tt way.. Kind of becoming a science fiction novel at the later part.. But still.. the ending is.. tragic~

Aft reading two of lkh novels.. One can't help but starts thinking.. What's true love actualli.. Wat's the real meaning of true love.. Many ppl gave the model answer which is "So long the person i love is happy, i'm happy.." So.. Tt's true love? In the novel, true love means someone who would die for his/her loved one.. Perhaps every1 has their own view on true love..

Kinda been attracted to one of the quote in the novel though.. It goes something like "I've seen many love tt failed to within the test of time.." Now wat is tt "love" supposed to mean? Has the true love tt one past seek had fade off? So.. How many true love can one experience in life? One may think it's true love when he/she saw the person they like and woo them crazily.. But when the relationship ends and someone else appears.. true love again huh?

What am i waiting for actually? True love? or juz a chance.. A chance to brg mi back to the past.. Seriously.. I dun noe.. Wellx.. How good is a guy when he dun even noe wat's he waiting for.. or rather.. wat's true love.. Been hoping i could write my own destiny.. Juz like wat's in the novel.. But it proves to be futile.. Perhaps i should juz face the fact.. Reality is cruel.. True love dun realli exist..

But somewhr deep inside my heart.. i choose to believe they exist..

Life goes on...

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