[[ *Living In My Own World __

Sunday, October 28, 2007

After 2 months at p+f, it's no longer abt counting down the weeks or days to the end of IAP but if i can complete all my work in time within the nxt 3 mths.. Yesh.. 3mths may look like thr's still lotsa time and it's bcuz of this factor tt i'm dragging my work! Gosh~

When i first came for IAP, i was telling myself it's time to impress the ppl thr and complete all the things they gif mi in the shortest time possible! And of cuz.. i did wat is expected from myself for the first few weeks.. Aft knowing the ppl thr better and knowing how the department functions.. I learnt lthe art to slack and even, self-declared breaks now and then during working hrs..

Gradually, i tend to think gg for IAP is not abt completing ur work on time but do wat u can in the 5 mths.. It's until recently tt i came to my thoughts tt it's the attitude! The attitude i gave for each work i'm given.. Be it a project or some shit things.. it's my job to do it well.. It's certainly nt bcuz i'm an IA student who cant help out in anything..

Perhaps it's the game i played wif my colleagues tt made mi comes to my sense i guess.. It's a game i looked fwd to but i didn't perform up to expectations.. For me.. Soccer has been part of my life since sec sch and i could gif up gg out wif gfs for soccer thn.. To be the worse performer for tt game certainly dun make mi feel good.. Guess my friend is rite.. Soccer is nt abt winning.. u play to improve.. Again here.. it's the attitude.. =)..

Ok.. 14 wks left.. I'm gonna try my very best to put in a 100% effort in wateva i do.. But first.. didn't i mentioned IAP isn't abt counting down? (>.<)

Life goes on...

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