[[ *Living In My Own World __

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Aft 3 mths of attachment, it's quite surprising tt i still dun understand what an engineer is or does. At times, i wondered what's the differences between a technician and an engineer... the answer i recieved? Engineer earns more. So.. What exactly did i do for the past 3 mths? Programming and working with machines! Wow.. so tt's an engineer.. I'm so not impressed with the choices i made back in yr 1.. I could have jolly well chose a jc and complain abt life in NS now instead..

Ok.. Enuff of the grumbling.. i noe i've been talking abt tt since yr 1! Hmmx.. Talking abt attachment.. What's the exact meaning of an IA student？To put it nicely, i said it's someone who is sent to a company and experience what he is expected to do in the future. In another way of defining the terms, it's probably someone who takes all the specialised high intensity training programme (This is given to me by ed during work), which in short, means S.H.I.T. Yeax.. I noe it's all abt the attitude.. Perhaps i'm juz not an engineering person i guess..

Wellx.. Not liking the job tends to make one feel bored doing it.. Thus, i'm always emailing or sms-ing ppl to chat, or sending out emails to ask ppl out.. Now i wondered if i really wanted to go out or i'm juz sending emails to pass time. Had an outing on friday but i didn't felt like gg when the bell rang at 5pm, which means it's time to knock off. I'm glad tt i didn't ps-ed though.. Cuz i enjoyed catching up wif friends and just talk..

Maybe i'm now in a diff class as my previous peeps, i would sense that i dun understad them at all now.. gg out tgt now is not as fun as it used to be.. Thr used to fun and laughter whenever we went out in yr 1.. But now.. I think we're trying very hard to make everyone else happy instead of relaxing.. Thr used to be lots of talks and jokes but now.. Lots of questions being bombed around.. Like 'what are we doing next?', 'Are we doing something?', 'Are we...', blar blar blar.. These might sound like ordinary questions but it somehow sounds to me that these ppl are nt enjoying the outing at all and it makes mi feel like i should not have organised the outing at all..

Anyway.. Congras to yk tt he's gg to have gf soon.. Omg.. Friends around mi are all getting attached.. Great.. =.=... Thanks god i still have a bunch of friends who self declared them to be waiting for the longest running bachelor award.. Hahas.. i noe u ppl are onli joking and cant wait to be out of the running for the award.. I'm too u noe.. Just tt i think i'm still young to understand the complex mind of a venusian.. HAHA! =.=!

oK.. iTs abt time to rest.. I think my body is so pampered for the past 18 yrs wif 10hrs of slp daily tt they are giving mi attitude now for the pathetic 7hrs of slp everyday.. Arrs.. Ok.. nites ppl~

Life goes on...

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