[[ *Living In My Own World __

Monday, February 04, 2008

So.. 5 mths of IAP has ended and i lost my aim suddenly.. what's next for mi? Uni registration open this friday and i'm clueless to which course which i continue.. I felt so weird today.. Arent i supposed to be doing smething? the kind of 'emptiness' sux big time.. I hate having nothing to do.. Come to think of it.. I miss p+f.. i would rather be working.. or perhaps.. doing something instead.. =x

The place i love most in P+F was perhaps 'China'.. Well.. i wasnt sure why is the production line called 'China'.. but the ppl in thr are the friendliest~! i spent most of my time thr chit chatting with the operators and surprisingly, most are malaysians instead of chinese (china)... And the most astonishing part is i dun even noe their name.. Guess u ppl must be thinking y am i talking to aunties and stuffs.. its so wrong~! Thr are ppl who are of the same age as me working thr! And it cme to my thoughts that ppl like them are alreadi working to support themselves and me? Haish~! Perhaps a plus 2 haishs~!

I miss lotsa things... i miss elite break.. the unofficial break tt we self declared at 4pm everyday.. i miss the cheerful cafeteria aunties who always go 'xiao di, xiao di' every morning whenever i saw them.. i miss the debug team for their helpfulness and socialibilty, a friendy place whr they nv failed to make u feel welcome.. i miss the whole test planning for the guidance and learning experiences they present to mi.. of cuz.. tt may sound stupid but its true.. i miss the many friendly and outgoing ppl which i made during soccer.. In short.. i miss practically everything..

Of cuz.. thr are things i dun miss at all.. i dun miss the office politics which i have heard abt.. i dun miss the programming work... i dun miss someone whom i dun realli like.. i dun miss the hesistance to talk to 'rainbow'... Yea.. tt's abt all...

Ok.. enough of the missing and not missing nonsense.. so.. i noe i gt an A from the 40% the company has.. but i doubt no one from the other 20 fellow classmates of mine get anything less than an A too.. Dun make any differences.. Guess presentation will do the trick.. Of cuz.. i'm not gunning for an AD or something as it's definitely gg to the 'eurocopters'.. but pls.. at least an A? i desperately need the gpa..

Haven been catching many movies recently.. Perhaps it bcuz thr arent any nice movies up now.. or rather.. IAP has taken up most of my time tt i become quite a lifeless person whose ife revolve around work home, work home... So.. i'm gonna start watching movies again.. CJ07, Ah long pte ltd, jumper, kungfu dunk and L changes the world.. Any1 interested? Also.. any part time? jio mi pls... =)...

Life goes on...

12:19 PM