[[ *Living In My Own World __

Saturday, March 22, 2008

"If i help u, i'll be doing ur job~!"

This is the most freq phrase i heard during my first week of work.. No longer an IA student and thus, no help will be offered.. Guess wat.. Welcome to the reality.. the dog eat dog world wherby only the strongest will survive.. That phrase erks mi alot.. Seriously.. Does a little help kills?! Perhaps tt's how the world goes.. Everyone is for themsleves in the corporate world.. =x

When i was doing my IA, i thought working was tough.. tougher than any partime jobs i ever had.. But come to think of it.. It's somehow nth as compared to the job i'm holding now! At least... during IA, i have ppl to clear my doubts whenever i have problems wif my work.. But now.. Gosh.. i had tt phrase as a reply.. So.. without internet access or any other materials to refer to.. how am i gg to clear my doubts then?! All these made mi wanna be my own boss even more now.. haish...

So.. if working is tt tough.. relaxation is a must during non-working hours.. Managed to catch two movies over the past few days and i thought vantage point has a rather lame or stupid ending.. Ok.. its quite a different type of movie but i guess they need a better closure to the show.. Its very very ridiculous.. The other movie was Rule #1.. Great show with a twist in the story line.. At least i didnt expect tt ending la.. or perhaps its becuz i watched rule #1 aft vanatge point.. Tt's y i think its great... =x..

Haish.. One more day and it's monday.. at least.. the very least is tt i can tell myself to work hard so as to enjoy the trip to japan without any worries abt work.. 7 off days~! it's pretty long for a temp staff who is ending work on 31st May.. Still.. I'm looking fwd to tt trip~! =)

Life goes on...

1:14 PM

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Soccer is considered to be part and parcel of my life since pri sch and i'm quite elated today tt i've gotten the chance to be playing the sports which accompanied for yrs again.. It may nt be the best match i ever played, but it's definitely one match tt brg my sec sch soccer frens tgt again..

Its not quite a smooth day actuali though.. I woke up late, the weather wasnt good, not enough players and we wasnt sure if the court will be occupied.. But still.. i'm the second person to be thr.. thanks to my extreme late comers frens who nv fails to change.. hahas... Of cuz.. I'm late by a tiny bit of a few mins.. Tt's nt the main pt anyway.. hhas..

God was kind to gif us a court and subdued the weather.. we played for almost 1hr ourselves (2v2) be4 some sec sch guys walked past and challenged us.. Omg.. tt's like the best thing for the whole day can?

I was playing keeper and enjoying my cleansheet when one of the kelvins wanna sub mi out and guess wat?! My first tackle.. or rather the first touch got mi down hurt wif a mouth injury.. Omg la.. And of cuz.. i was sub out to clean my wound.. When i came back.. my team was leading 3-0! God.. the score was like onli 1-0 when i left can?! And i onli left for a span of like 10-15mins?! Pro-ness.. haha!! The match ended 4-1 neverthless..

Come to think of it.. I think we won the match thru some luck i guess.. The other team comprises of 3 very good players but very attacking minded.. Many a time, u see 3 players attacking us and when we broke free, open goal.. But we're like nonsense la.. missing shots aft shots.. Perhaps tt gave them the confidence to attack us mercilessly..

Nonetheless, it has been a great match and i definitely hope friday's match will be a better one.. Monday marks the end of my enjoyment period as working life starts.. Aws... For a min.. i hate working.. =x!

Life goes on...

12:11 AM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

From a busy 3rd yr in poly to an extremely free period of time waiting for enlistement, the adjustment is thought to be rather easy and perhaps comfortable.. but aft being thru weeks of holidays, i'm starting to feel the extreme boredness and the weird feeling of having nth to do..

Having nth to do aft the airshow has given mi the chance to make some new friends in my hse.. In the past, the bed was my best friend.. Now.. the tv, com and psp has worked hard to strive in line to be part of the best friend category.. i've been watching tv programmes for most of the time this few weeks.. ranging from boring ancient chinese shows to blkbuster.. And i found US reality game shows are still the best! Survivor, Amazing race, hell's kitchen.. many more.. they are just great.. I wonder when will sg ever have such great show.. Even amazing race asia is nowhr near them.. haish~!

Next up, my desktop.. I used to use it onli for msn.. But now.. due to my faithful friend (my laptop) is about to pass on in a matter of time, it has turned from a hse mate to a friend... a pretty good one.. Becuz of this friend.. i managed to make many more friends in viwawa.. Yes.. initially, viwawa was juz a tool for mi to pass time.. But i gain more than i had expected.. i met many diff age grp ppl inside and as if talking to them would make mi teleport thru time.. i could see myself rmb-ing the days i had in sec and pri sch and a clearer view of wat to expect in the reality in a few yrs time.. Yea.. if u ppl think viwawa is just a place to game.. U'RE SO WRONG!

Ok.. other than those.. i believe while having nt to do, i'm now able to spend more time wif my friends and family.. It has been yrs since i last sat down and realli chat wif my mum and dad.. and i'm realli glad i had the chance.. the chance to let them noe tt i care abt them.. Yea.. of cuz.. nt forgetting friends.. Frankly speaking.. ever since entering poly.. i'm so busy wif my life or making new friends tt i sometimes forgot abt those whom i used to spent a great time wif in sec sch.. The gathering this few weeks kinda brg mi back to those days when we would meet up everyday aft sch even though we're from diff class.. juz for our passion and interest.. to play soccer.. Those were the great days tt i believe i'll most definitely miss at any age..

I'm leaving for japan for a short holiday in less than 20 days and i'm quite excited abt it.. aft all.. its a trip wif friends.. friends who might just be part of my life thru the yrs.. i seriously hope it wun be juz a trip... but one which will be meaningful and fruitful.. And nt to forget.. i do hope LTA employ us so tt i could once again spent quality time wif my fellow d4s brothers.. Yea.. D4 wasnt about juz friends but brothers.. wonderful peeps who actually cares.. =)

Life goes on...

1:55 AM