[[ *Living In My Own World __

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Chat wif cw a few days back.. or rather.. a few nights back.. then i have been thinking wat am i actuali waiting for.. patch? revenge? or the long lost kind of friends-lovers relationship i used to share wif her.. i dun noe.. Perhaps cw is right.. waiting or holding on to something tt's not here anymore is just a way for mi to keep our memories in mind.. I just dun wanna let go or face the reality.. Haishx.. Isn't dream a much better world then?

Wellx.. Aft all.. the harsh fact remains as we do.. live in the reality.. Been like such a long time now le.. the kind of depression in my heart is no longer thr.. the kind of missing is no longer thr.. Even her looks.. seem to be fading.. Am i finally stepping out of her shadow? Or am i just decieving myself.. Lots of unknowns and question marks revolved around my head over wat my heart is thinking..

Perhaps i'm just a worrier? i think of things too far ahead.. Ppl sae whenever god closes a door on u, he opens another... Perhaps i have been thinking tt this door will lead to happiness and not willing to even try the other doors.. Haish.. At the end of the day.. the unknowns will still be unknowns.. and i can onli hope time changes everything.. As i noe the answer will nt be the answer i want...

Life goes on...

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